18 January, 2017

Pre-op round two.




I’ve just come back from my last ever appointment before the surgery and it was just to go back through everything – the risks, what I’m having done etc… And to have my pre op’s done again, these are just when they take your height, weight,  MRSA swabs and all that jazz.
This time though, one of the orthodontics team claimed I had to have some blood tests just to check what blood type I am, just in case I lose more blood than usual during the operation. Now, I know blood tests are nothing to worry about but in all of my 22 years I’ve only ever had one! So the thought of having one without warning freaked me out, I’m such a wimp! But the nurse who took my blood was so nice and chatty, it was over in minutes!

I’m a bit concerned though because my weight this time around is 2kg less than the last pre op I had for the cancelled surgery. How can this be? I’ve made a proper effort to eat a lot more than usual to try and fatten myself up because you do tend to lose a bit of weight during the recovery. Bizarre.


If anyone has any questions, leave a comment below and I’ll try my best to answer them, as you know three years in, I’ve researched a lot!

 I probably won’t post anymore till after the surgery, unless I do one the day before! But if not, I’ll see you on the flip side!

17 January, 2017

T-Minus 1 week till surgery & I get shingles!





 After what felt like months of waiting for an operation date, I was finally given one in August for November 4th 2016 .

I was all prepared, excited even (coming from the girls who 7 years ago was terrified at the thought of surgery!) It started to creep around very quickly, 10 weeks turned into 5 and then it was 2 weeks away!

It was my brother’s birthday the week before the surgery date and we went zip lining at Go Ape in Woburn Safari park (so much fun btw!), that morning I had developed a slight rash in-between my lower boobs and a pain that felt like someone had kicked me in the ribcage. I didn’t think nothing of it and just assumed I’d had a reaction to something. So we all celebrated my brother’s birthday and I ignored the now growing rash on my torso until I started feeling ill with it. The following Wednesday (two days before my surgery) my Nan was still worried about me and this rash that has got worse and ordered me to go to the doctors, thinking it was shingles. Me being me and only focusing on the surgery was in denial and was praying the rash would just bugger off. So off I popped to the doctors and was seen by a doctor and nurse and they confirmed that my Nan was 100% right (when are nans ever wrong?) I had shingles and they advised me to call my surgeon to see whether he wanted to continue with surgery.

 After speaking to the surgeon on the phone he advised that we postpone the surgery to another date as it is not a life threatening surgery and that dealing with a recovery from shingles as well as a recovery from double jaw surgery would be far too much for my body to handle.

I’m not going to lie; I had a mini breakdown at work, crying like a right looney. One of the girls at work stated that it just proved how much I wanted it done because I was getting so upset.

We’re now in the new year as I type this and I can honestly say that as much of a inconvenience it was having shingles right before the planned surgery, I’m glad it happened because one I got to enjoy my nans 75th birthday celebrations in Liverpool (great city by the way!), two, was able to enjoy all of the pre-Christmas festivities that I wouldn’t have been able to do if I was house bound and recovering.  Three got to fatten myself up throughout the Christmas period by eating whatever the hell I want! So now I’m 100% ready for this surgery and really what happens in January that is remotely exciting!

So now my new surgery date is 27th January, exactly three years to the day that I had my wisdom teeth out! It like it was meant to be…

16 January, 2017

So…I'm getting double jaw surgery?




*Warning - Heavy post alert*



 I've been umming and ahhing  whether to actually start this blog post. One because this process has already been going on for quite a long time already (three years and counting) and didn’t really know how to start when I’m already so far down the line into my treatment. And two, I’m not even sure that anyone would be remotely interested in little old me and my jaw.

However, I’ve decided to bite the bullet and just start typing about my jaw surgery journey as I’d quite like to look back on this one day and remember the hefty process I went through.

 I suppose we start from the beginning, when I was a pre-teen around 11/12 my dentist told me that I needed braces, obviously at this age you’re actually excited to have them because everyone else at school was having them. Even cooler for me because I was the first out of my friends to have them put one, so in a way I was the guinea pig of our friendship group. I had the typical train track braces on for about four years as well having four teeth out due to overcrowding (I have a small jaw and too many teeth!) Halfway through my treatment my orthodontist as well as my regular dentist explained that I had something called an ‘open bite’ which is where your front teeth don’t actually touch, they told me that I would have to have surgery to correct this. But being a 13 year old who has never has any type of surgery I freaked and declined the opportunity to consider surgery (even if I had accepted I would still have to wait until my body had stopped growing to even start the process of surgery) and just went on my day to day life struggling to bite into everyday foods like sandwiches and pizza, at least I knew I wasn’t having to have surgery.

 Fast forward a few years and I’ve finished school, braces have come off and entered the working world. I started to experience pain and more overcrowding in my mouth, this was due to my wisdom teeth starting to make an appearance but they were growing sideways and forcing all my other teeth closer together. But still, it wasn’t enough of a drastic change for me to change my mind about surgery even though It was always an option, as my dentist had pointed out to me every time I visited her.

 As I grew older, I noticed my issues with my jaw a lot more and started to come round to the idea of surgery. Like I said earlier I struggled to bite with my front set of teeth which this led to me biting quite hard on my back molars to compensate my lack of bite at the front, as time went on the strain on my back teeth and my jaw would leave me in agony. I was noticing more about my jaw not feeling right, my lips only meet when I make a conscious effort to do so, meaning that most of the time I breathe through my mouth. I could no longer look at pictures of my side profile; my upper front teeth had grown on an angle where they were tilted backwards at the gum line causing my open bite to be worse. Long story short I went back to my dentist and asked about the surgery.


Once all my dentist referrals were complete I firstly had to go on a waiting list to have my four wisdom teeth removed  and because of the way they had grown I had to go under general anaesthesia which made me face my fear of surgery.  After a lot of crying to my mum in those sexy gowns and stockings I was wheeled into the operating theatre and then what felt like 20 minutes I awoke in the recovery room next to what I though was Arg from TOWIE (A British reality show), it was probably the anaesthetic to be honest…

 I’m now more than three years into my treatment and I’m now on the home stretch to finally having my jaws realigned as well as a genioplasty on the 27th January 2017.

 Keep checking back for more posts of my journey! Especially the one when I was supposed to have my surgery in November 2016!

Wherever you may be during the road to jaw surgery, I'd love to hear about your journey, or even tips/recipes you may of used during your recovery!

xx